Doctor's Visit
Sunday, November 22, 2009 at 9:48PM He uses a red felt tip pen to circle what's wrong with me. Circle, circle, circle, draw a bleeding line from pictogram to symptom. Everything is stress related. Sounds like a clever play on that Foer novel title.
He asks, "Why so stressed?"
I say, "How long is this appointment?"
Can I tell a stranger, doctor or no, exactly what it feels like to be rejected by your family? What it's like to be ignored, to have people who share your blood pretend that you do not exist?
Instead, I say, "Work," though he's not listening anyway. He's back to underlining with the fuzzy tip of the cardinal marker.












Reader Comments (1)
Wow, I actually know what this one feels like. Exactly.
I came to grips with it years ago, but it still hurts to think I was so easily dismissed.
I'm not one for forced politeness, so when they call I'm short with them, (usually cos they want something), I mean either be nice and in contact all the time or not at all. Dont act like we're the best of friends for family events. Who are we kidding?
My friends are my chosen family. Holidays, birthdays, vactions etc.
Thanks for posting this entry, it's raw.